To all the people reading these, I would like to ask you to do something before you think about/try to commit suicide. Think about the people you love, friends, family, crushes who ever you love. Now think about all things you haven’t done yet that you want to do, anything to reading a certain book or skydiving or even sex. Think about it, you can’t do any of things you want to do when you’re dead, right? So why waste it? Stay alive for the people you love because they most likely love you back even more! Stay alive for all the things you want to do because dying is not worth it. I need you on this planet alive, even thought I don’t know who you are, I still need you they still need you. So please, I’m begging you! Stay alive!! I want you to happy and healthy with everyone including me! I love you ? and I need your help to stop suicide becoming such a common death. Thank you
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I don’t have family, no one loves me, I’m too ugly to have sex.
i know how you feel. i was actually just about to say this, only maybe not these exact words..
I love you.. <3 really I do. I dotn care if you believe in God or not but he does love you too there is always someone and more than you think who loves you
Are you sure you aren’t too rough on yourself? We can be our own worst critic.
Most people base themselves on others and others opinions. Sadly I do, do that but I do my hardest to love myself for what I am who I am and no one else should care what I am as I am me and not you
Thank you for all the reminders in this post. It’s hard to think of anything I want to do, especially enough to live through the pain. But every day I try to remember all these things and it helps to see it in writing by someone else. How are you today, Ali? I hope you’re feeling as positive as your post. 🙂
Some days are better than others you could say
Thank you!! You really keep my smiles up!! I’m happy someone else knows what I mean! I’m doing great with school, work and social life so far and you, how are you Trix? I hope as well you are as positive, every day, liek my post but even better ^_^
i love my family, but i don’t know if they love me back as much as i love them. i have no friends, no boyfriend, all the crushes i ever had did not feel the same way. i’m fat & ugly, so the sex part is out – not because i don’t want it (oh, i do), but because nobody wants to have sex with me. all the things i want to do are out of my budget or my crippling anxiety would ruin them for me.
I’m sorry you feel this way but why do you need a ‘boyfriend’ to show yourself that some else loves you? I’m a teenager but I’m over weight and extreme to the max ugly and I’m not the hiding myself if you knwk what I mean *cough cough bullies* everything else is just a opportunity! Who said we need money to have fun right? Just because all the fun things seem to involve money doesn’t actually mean you cant do them for free. I have anxiety and depression so I do find things I want to do quiet hard sometimes but sometimes you just gotta do it!! Ignore it over come be the boss you are in control of yourself nothing can stop you
And thank you by the way for replying to other comments!! You are a really big help as I’m not here most of the time thank you <3
Have you ever had an opportunity to be intimate?
no. nobody wants to ‘be intimate’ with me. i’m 19 and a virgin.
I’ve had sex in the far distant past but not since I turned into a thing and an it.
No I haven’t and I don’t plan to be either. I want to stay a virgin and not think about sex all the time. It’s just a reaction of ‘realise’ because society made it through way
I understand the anxiety and how much of a problem that can cause.
well i am *trying* to get past it… gradually… because eventually i have to finish school and start working (‘eventually’ meaning ‘soon’). but the anxiety, in the moment it’s happening, is overwhelming. i am not quite ‘there’ yet.
You know that ugly is relative. Maybe it is just your perception of yourself. Anyone can see themselves as ugly. Anyone can treat themselves just as ugly.
it’s not just my perception. i am seen as ugly by most others too. that’s why i can’t find someone to fuck me. it’s not like i haven’t looked. i’m just too ugly.
Yeah well people are fucked. The societal view of beauty is twisted and distorted anyway. And you did say “most” others. But why the need for sexuality? Because it isn’t necessarily intimate, unfortunately, a lot of the time.
because i’m horny. and masturbation isn’t enough anymore. lol sorry but there’s just no other way to say it.
It’s worse to not mean shit at all to the one and only person you could even think about being with.
Ok. Look one of life’s greatest pleasures is love and being intimate in unknown ways with another person. I can only hope you find that. The only thing is that it may take a bit longer.
Don’t think anyone here can help with that matter, but who knows. But if you see yourself in a certain way, it certainly can show.
just as i thought. people want to put the blame on me and say it’s because i view myself wrong, when really it’s because we have a shallow society.
People want to put blame anywhere else that it is not them. I think our society is worse off than just shallow. Therefore you knew that I your heart already and don’t see yourself they way you think you are supposed to. Fuck that. It’s very easy to beat ourselves up. Oh believe me I can kick my own ass so good. Physical is not the only beauty a person may or may not have. Shit you could be beautiful according to society and totally fucked as a human being.
it’s just that i’ve been shown again and again that physical beauty is the only beauty that matters. yeah, i may be beautiful in other ways, but that does fuck all for me when i just want to be loved by another but i always get rejected because i’m ‘ugly’.
I get it.
Me myself don’t believe in ‘free sex’ the only reason I mentioned it was because most people think it’s an important aspect of life, I am myself a virgin and do want to stay like that till I marry