hello. i’m a 19 yr. old female, just joined. i have depression, social anxiety, and self-esteem issues. i’ve never actually attempted suicide, but i’ve wanted to die many times, and especially this past year. my life is crud and i don’t really do anything. i dropped out of school early last year because of bullying, and i haven’t finished. i don’t work, i live with my parents who are alcoholics. i don’t have any friends. i’ve never had a boyfriend. i’m obese and ugly. i don’t feel like my life is worth living anymore. the only thing i do remotely well is write poetry. well, this is only a short summary of my life right now. there’s plenty of things left out that i don’t feel like getting into. maybe i will post about them another time. but for right now, there ya go.
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Hey there, friend.
I’m Trey, the mindless gamer.
Nice to meet you.
I’m no writer, but I do enjoy poetry every now and again.. I hope to read some of yours, if you decide to post any on here..
thanks. 🙂 i may post a poem or two, if i work up the courage.
Welcome to the forum, lots of people of all kinds of shapes and sizes here. You will find lots of open ears.
thanks. 🙂 i think i like it here.
Hi, nice to meet you! 🙂 I have social anxiety and depression as well. I dropped out of school a few years ago and am slowly working to get my diploma.
I hope you share your poetry and continue to post. It does help and everyone here is wonderful. (^_^)
thanks! 🙂 i want to get my diploma soon, but having trouble starting. i’m so anxious i can’t even call the people. no one’s really helping me out with that either.
I’m in the same situation. I’ve had to self-study because of it. Taking this on alone is tough but I believe it’s possible. 🙂
also, what are these icons meant to be? mine looks kind of like a little purple bat.
haha it’s your default profile picture.
I think they look like 8 bit aliens from Space Invaders, but that’s just me, I guess. 😛
I’m glad I figured out how to change mine (involves having an account on wordpress.com)
Please post poems.
i think i will. maybe one in a little bit. 🙂
*waves* Nice to meet you. 🙂 I’m sorry you’ve had such a hard time. I hope you can work up the courage to share some poetry. It’d be great to see some of your writing. 🙂
thanks! 🙂