I really don’t see the point of living anymore, I have a box inside my closet full of unfulfilled suicide letters…I was just to coward to go along with them, I really hate myself for letting my life continue like this it should of stopped a long time ago I give other people advice about how they should continue there life and how they just need to keep there up just a little more, But meanwhile I’m thinking of a way to die. My bestfriend thinks she knows what I’m going through, She doesn’t know the half of it nobody knows but me. I just want my mother to know before I commit suicide its your fault you’ve hurt me, Left me unsaid, and let me down so many times since I’ve grew up I’ve never once heard you say your sorry for anything you’ve done to me, I have always been the one apologizing for my pain.
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I know everybody asks this, and you might find it annoying, but I feel like it’s a pretty important question. Have you ever told a doctor about this/ had a psychotherapist? It’s always a good place to start.
Ot sounds like my mother is raising you. Narcissist should not raise children. Let me just say I have been standing in your shoes. It is terrible but you can get past this. Killing yourself should not be plan a. Plan a should be getting the hell out of there.