I want to die I can’t take living anymore I’m going to destroy everything and lose the person who was one of my only reasons for living , I’m just a worthless cowardly piece of shit , I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow
Hang on. Take a breath, take a walk, get some air into your lungs. The old saying, “when you find yourself in a hole, stop digging.” So, if you think you’re going to destroy everything..just stop for a minute. Take a breath.
Yeah I’m lucky to have him but I’m so self destructive and self loathing I get terrified of losing everything ,really hope I can get a job and will be able to stick it cos I’m only put myself through the torture that is existence cos I love him
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Hang on. Take a breath, take a walk, get some air into your lungs. The old saying, “when you find yourself in a hole, stop digging.” So, if you think you’re going to destroy everything..just stop for a minute. Take a breath.
Chill out brah. No one is worthless.
After breaking down in tears and talking things out with my boyfriend I actually managed to be productive and applied for some jobs 🙂
Looks like you have a supportive boyfriend, I’m guessing
Yaa for applying for jobs! I’m glad you made it through another day.
I feel the same way
Yeah I’m lucky to have him but I’m so self destructive and self loathing I get terrified of losing everything ,really hope I can get a job and will be able to stick it cos I’m only put myself through the torture that is existence cos I love him