I awake to better days,
And to my distress, they meant nothing at all.
But I’ll let you know that I am doing fine.
Is it okay that I’ll say, you always cross my mind.
The pain I feel isn’t separation from you.
But the sadness of your soul and entity.
Now watch me hide this deep below this sentiment.
Cause I,
I love you.
I loved you.
I’ll let go and go away.
The time is passing you will stay.
I’m moving on if you stay gone.
I’ll let go and drift away.
The love has lost its better days,
I’m holding on if you stay gone.
The pain I feel isn’t separation from you.
But the sadness of your soul and entity.
Now watch me hide this deep below this sentiment.
The gift of life was just a tool to promote, a tool to gloat.
And every word that you said, never meant a thing.
It never meant a thing.
You gave me no reason to fight,
You were taken captive and out of sight.
‘I will fall, you will drown.’
But you didn’t fight.
You have it worse.
I fight with sentiment and love I could never give.
Cause love doesn’t take or demand cause I didn’t have those features at hand.