my whole life feels like i’m living a lie. i wish i could run away from it all. most nights i cry myself to sleep, sometimes i want to die, but i’m always so damn depressed. school is hopeless. nobody cares anymore. i need to get away. get away to a place that i can finally belong. why does everything seem to make it worse? people pretend they care but i know they don’t give a shit. i’m sorry if i sound like a whiny ***** but i need an outlet for my pain…….
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No, you don’t sound like a whiny *****.
You might not like the blues, but when I feel the way you just explained the way you feel, Son House always makes me feel a little better.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TE_s7oSfXf4
Your new friend,
Jack
well personaly i like “House of the Rising Sun” but i’ll try son house sometime soon.
I feel your pain. We all need an outlet. I personally use an app called Momento on my iPhone to record my thoughts and feelings, and of course, sometimes I post things on here. Writing in diaries or journals can be also be therapeutic.
thanks for the tip. writing on here helps because it feels like i’m talking to someone. everything is so overwhelming 🙁
i know how you feel, it’s really nice to have a place to say what we really feel. life just really feels like utter sh*t sometimes