I heard this site was a perfect place for a person like me. A perfect place to write down thoughts, express feelings, as well as support others. I never thought my life would turn this direction, or if i would ever have to resort to a place like this. Its scary, thinking thoughts like this..Taking these steps.. Baby steps.. It seems like its the only solution.. To a permanent problem.. My future is damned.. I’m not sure what i want to do… I’m pretty sure i’ll be back tomorrow to post, this feels nice.. Sorry if this is a shitty post by the way, like i said i was just looking for a community that could be accepting, and a place to write thoughts and stuff down..
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Welcome to rock bottom on a Friday night. I believe we are serving cake at on one of the other threads.
That sounds awesome, I’ll be sure to get some! :p
welcome..thank you for sharing
Thank you!
Hi there!
I recently posted this on another new “first post”, so I’ll share it with you too! 🙂
Welcome to the group!
My favorite things about it:
1. I don’t have to “explain” depression to anyone here, because everyone is already living it. That’s a far cry from the average person in everyday life who will ask stupid things like “What? You’re depressed? Why’s that?” (As if it’s attributable to some simple little thing that happened last Friday, which you should just “get over” and “cheer up”.)
2. We accept each other no matter what frame of mind we happen to be in. People can vary wildly from day to day. One day a person might be happy and hilarious, the next day they’re on a ledge waiting to jump, or having seriously bad hallucinations, or curled up in the corner like a zombie. It’s all okay; I’ve noticed that everyone seems to be accepted regardless of how they’re doing. That’s a relief for me, especially lately. Usually I try to be the hilarious humorous type, but this past week I’ve plummeted into a very dark ugly hellish place. People still seem interested in listening and interacting with me. I really value that a lot.
Thank you, i knew this was the right place to come too!
Welcome to SP, none of us thought we’d end up here on a site for the suicidal, we thought we’d be flying high, not spiralling down to the bottom, but this is friendly place of people who understand the sadness and difficulties each suffer. Hope you feel you can share with us your difficulties, your rants, or whatever helps you.
Thank you kind person!
Welcome
Thank you! Nice user name by the way.
welcome, this is a good place to talk about it, no one will freak out on you for being suicidal or having dark thoughts because we’re all here for more or less the same reason.
I never thought I’d get here either and as crap of a person as I was and still am, I still think my younger self would be appalled by what I’ve become, and I’ve a feeling it’ll keep going downhill and I’d rather die before I get even worse…
your post isn’t shitty, there’s not like a wrong way to post as long as you’re following the rules I guess
Thank you for the warm welcome, i feel very at ease here, and i hope you feel the same and whatever is troubling you i hope it gets better!