I hate meeting new people. Specially a girl I like. I care too much, my chest gets all knotted. I’m trying to start a new life.. just don’t know if it’s worth it. I get hurt that’s all that happens.
Thanks I appreciate it. It’s not easy to start over but I know this is the last chance I’ve got so I’m going to do my best.. if things go well I’ll keep pushing my date back. Hopefully one day I won’t feel like vomiting suicide at all but it is what it is for now I guess.
Hey the hope is why I set a date instead of straight jumping. BUT yah breathing through the feeling is one thing to say and quiet another to do. I don’t usually experience that level of anxiety so I’m not very good at dealing with it but at least I didn’t do anything stupid so I got through it allright
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I know how you feel, meeting new people is really hard.
I’m glad you’re starting fresh and I hope it goes well 🙂
Thanks I appreciate it. It’s not easy to start over but I know this is the last chance I’ve got so I’m going to do my best.. if things go well I’ll keep pushing my date back. Hopefully one day I won’t feel like vomiting suicide at all but it is what it is for now I guess.
I like how you are still hopeful. If you breath through the feeling it makes it easier.
Hey the hope is why I set a date instead of straight jumping. BUT yah breathing through the feeling is one thing to say and quiet another to do. I don’t usually experience that level of anxiety so I’m not very good at dealing with it but at least I didn’t do anything stupid so I got through it allright