I’m finally letting go. Life just keeps on getting worse. Nothing good ever happens anymore. I always have to put up a façade that I’m happy and hope that people don’t see what is really going on. I know if I act unhappy, people will ask and I know I will never be able to give a good enough answer without everyone being suspicious. I know I have to ‘catch the bus’ soon. I always wonder if there is an afterlife or if we just turn into ghosts and just lurk around, basically stalking people just we aren’t really there. I know I’m going to hurt my friends a lot. But, I know I have to end my pain. I have tried to stay for they’re sack but I just could. Life is just too hard.
What will happen once I leave? Will people make a big deal about it? Will my friends feel betrayed, hurt, alone? Will they move on and forget?
This will be my last post. Hang in there guys and girls.
3 comments
Life is hard in today’s world! We are being eaten alive it’s true. Our blue planet is a beautiful place too bad it’s inhabited with such loathsome creatures
I don’t know what’ll happen when you leave, but yes, people will. Your friends will feel all of those things, and more. They won’t be able to move on or forget. What’s your name? And why can’t you tell your close friend?
I do believe in an afterlife… and I am hoping and believing that its better then this one.
Yes your friends and family would be hurt if you ended your own life. But after a short while.. they will move on without you. That’s the way it goes. Tragedies occur > but life moves on.
Your right. Life is hard sometimes. But I have found it is worth it to at least try and go on with it.
Id rather see you try to pull things together and go on with life then to see you end yourself.