General Well I gave it a go by fitzgerald 4/14/2016 written by fitzgerald 4/14/2016 Suicide mission resume. I took my last shot at a bearable miserable existence and missed. I can get out of here now. lastmiserablemissedshot 7 comments 0 Email Related posts deeper into the nothingness 12/17/2024 I’m a coward 12/17/2024 What do you think about this 12/17/2024 stupid 12/17/2024 Ok, Back To Normal 12/16/2024 Pessimism and Despair 12/14/2024 Abnormal 12/14/2024 Old timers 12/13/2024 dissembling hard 12/11/2024 Time Limit Almost Up 12/8/2024 7 comments saudade07 4/14/2016 - 5:01 pm i will assume the job thing didn’t work out. you once mentioned fear was holding you back from dying. i take it that is no longer the case. Log in to Reply fitzgerald 4/14/2016 - 5:15 pm No it didn’t. Having this last glimmer of what it might be like to stay made me realize I just can’t. It feels wrong. Now that I have no means to care for myself I think I can go. I don’t really feel scared anymore. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/14/2016 - 5:33 pm Now as in today? Log in to Reply fitzgerald 4/14/2016 - 5:56 pm Once the weekend is over. I’d hate to do it on someone’s birthday. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/14/2016 - 6:16 pm Who’s birthday is it? Log in to Reply fitzgerald 4/15/2016 - 11:52 am My grandmother’s. If I actually follow through this time, this weekend could be the last time I see all my family together. I think that might help wrap things up. Log in to Reply PhantomCitizen43 4/14/2016 - 5:53 pm Im sorry to hear that life has gone this way for you. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All new comments Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.
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i will assume the job thing didn’t work out.
you once mentioned fear was holding you back from dying. i take it that is no longer the case.
No it didn’t. Having this last glimmer of what it might be like to stay made me realize I just can’t. It feels wrong.
Now that I have no means to care for myself I think I can go. I don’t really feel scared anymore.
Now as in today?
Once the weekend is over. I’d hate to do it on someone’s birthday.
Who’s birthday is it?
My grandmother’s. If I actually follow through this time, this weekend could be the last time I see all my family together. I think that might help wrap things up.
Im sorry to hear that life has gone this way for you.