Following from earlier post. Just spoke to my mum, she laid total guilt trip on me for not visiting her. Now im in a total manic questioning everything about my rat ass life spiral. !! Stuck between anger and tears. Hating myself and hating her!! The irony is that im 39 fucking years old!!! Why do I feel like im 5 years old again and stuck in between divorcing parents! !! Wow, sorry, I dont mean to project on anyone younger than me. Its just my messed up family. And the worst part is im outta valium and ice cream!!! Could do with some of that cake is saw posted yesterday.
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Don’t feel bad. I fight with my mom all the time. I think everybody does. I’m 34 years and sometimes she treats me like a child. But at the end of the fight I still love her.
Thanks. I always love her. I just cant be what
She needs right now. Also nice to hear that soneone here is close to my age and understands. Thanks so much. Just ranting helped.
There are few people close our age. Parents will be parents. My mom wants me to get married mans have children but I am in a state right now that a marriage would suffocate me. Maybe in a few years.
And ur kind words also.
You are welcome. Hope you have a good day or night depends on your location.
Yeah I guess no matter how old we get our parents see us as the children we once were. I hear u when it comes to getting suffocated in a relationship. Hell I’ve done that before. And put up with it for waaay to long. Torture. Thats one good thing about age. U know what u dont want.
Our age at some point we know what’s good for us. But some times a good advice is always welcome. And that’s one reason we joined sp.
Yeah for sure. Some of the feedback is really enlightening. Regardless of age. There seems to be some good people here, urself included. Im only pretty new here but Making connections with people who feel the same has made me feel better than I have done for ages. Thanks heaps.