You can keep going and you will, I’ve done the exact same thing my whole life, and sometimes I still do, but I also got to the point to where I don’t care lol. I should 100’s of Oscar and academy awards, don’t look at it like a lie, it’s and act, a made up character. We watch made up characters on tv every day and the actor’s are applauded. If you’re that good of an actor, then give yourself an applause, and take a bow. We owe ourselves that much.
I can relate. You feel so damn fake you could puke. I felt that way at my church I grew up in and around certain people in various settings. I have a few people I feel I can be real with. Some of them I don’t think quite understand me, but try. I hate how everyone thinks I’m so nice, I don’t have a mean bone in my body. They are so wrong. Guess I have faked it all too long. But yeah I think I get where you are coming from.
Like I said, take a bow. I have read bad anger issues, and violent tendency, ( been diagnosed and medicated ) blah blah blah. But I couldn’t keep a job when I was younger, I was a frickin madman, so I made myself an alter ego I guess you could call it. But as soon as I let work, a switch went off and I was back to being a dick. But the whole act paid off in the end I guess, I just got laid off but I do have 30 years in the skilled trades. So being an award winning actor ain’t so bad.
I’m lier Too And So Bad. But People all The people Know Wrong me because things I’m Speaking to someone Isn’t Real At all And it’s all automatically and I can’t even stop it I don’t even trying.
Sometimes it just becomes second nature, Like breathing, I don’t call it lying anymore, there’s a difference between a lie and an act. As long as there’s no malice or nobody gets hurt, I don’t see anything wrong with putting on a show, especially if that’s what you have to do to get through whatever it is that happening in your life at that time.
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You can keep going and you will, I’ve done the exact same thing my whole life, and sometimes I still do, but I also got to the point to where I don’t care lol. I should 100’s of Oscar and academy awards, don’t look at it like a lie, it’s and act, a made up character. We watch made up characters on tv every day and the actor’s are applauded. If you’re that good of an actor, then give yourself an applause, and take a bow. We owe ourselves that much.
You said it very well.
I can relate. You feel so damn fake you could puke. I felt that way at my church I grew up in and around certain people in various settings. I have a few people I feel I can be real with. Some of them I don’t think quite understand me, but try. I hate how everyone thinks I’m so nice, I don’t have a mean bone in my body. They are so wrong. Guess I have faked it all too long. But yeah I think I get where you are coming from.
Like I said, take a bow. I have read bad anger issues, and violent tendency, ( been diagnosed and medicated ) blah blah blah. But I couldn’t keep a job when I was younger, I was a frickin madman, so I made myself an alter ego I guess you could call it. But as soon as I let work, a switch went off and I was back to being a dick. But the whole act paid off in the end I guess, I just got laid off but I do have 30 years in the skilled trades. So being an award winning actor ain’t so bad.
I’m lier Too And So Bad. But People all The people Know Wrong me because things I’m Speaking to someone Isn’t Real At all And it’s all automatically and I can’t even stop it I don’t even trying.
Sometimes it just becomes second nature, Like breathing, I don’t call it lying anymore, there’s a difference between a lie and an act. As long as there’s no malice or nobody gets hurt, I don’t see anything wrong with putting on a show, especially if that’s what you have to do to get through whatever it is that happening in your life at that time.