Sorry for double posting. I want to have a heart attack. Im such a fucking failure. I’m so fucking alone and meaningless. I have no escape from this shit i want to die. I’m considering whether or not i can try attempt again. Unfortunately I won’t have any good attempts. Im thinking about slicing my thighs to ribbons just to express this pain.
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i feel the exact same way. there’s a whole community here that cares. stay alive, friend.
Sometimes when it gets too painfull to bear my own mind, I Express my pain with creating stuff. Create a poem trying to explain what it is, or a video of what i see as my pain ..even painting my darkness … pain always come back, but at least I locked some of it somewhere i decided.
Keep talking to us, keep breathing. I hope you are doing better today. Sometimes I just have to wait out all the bad thoughts, they always go away.
For me…that was kinda an incomplete comment.