Time flies. Remember this because it’s the truth. 6 years has gone so fast. 6 years of nothing but pain and Misery. I know that nothing will ever change. I am the very monster I wanted to destroy and now, I can with simple choice: Death
I know the feeling mate. All I can say is that I hope you either find a way to reconcile things… or pass peacefully without trauma, pain, or even slight discomfort. That’s all any of us can hope for, whether we die on our own on let nature take us out.
Try, though. Do try to help things out. Do something spontaneous before you go, or something.
I hate been reading your posts lately. I wish i could change your mind. Is there any chance i can? There is nothing to keep you around for a little while longer?
Well I know how it goes… to have things really shitty for long time. It sucks. I know it sucks. But I hope that somehow you find another way to change your situation in life and not have to put an end to yourself. I hope you find another way to deal with things and I hope that things get better for you.
hang in there.
I wish you peace
you’ll find someone, I’m sure, maybe it’s been a long time, but I have read all your posts, and I know you though about this like two weeks ago, but there’s still time to change your mind… you’re unhappy now, but in a moment of your life you’ll have the chance to enjoy the life, there’s just one… sp don’t throw it just like shit… I hope to see another post tomorrow telling us that you’re alive…
You are all beautiful people and I don’t know why y’all are here, but you are the kinds of people need. Not me. I am second guessing because of fear and uncertainty and only tonight can determine if you amazing people will have to hear from me again.
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I don’t know what to say, but I did want to let you know that I have read this.
I hope that either way things go well for you. ^_^
I know the feeling mate. All I can say is that I hope you either find a way to reconcile things… or pass peacefully without trauma, pain, or even slight discomfort. That’s all any of us can hope for, whether we die on our own on let nature take us out.
Try, though. Do try to help things out. Do something spontaneous before you go, or something.
I hate been reading your posts lately. I wish i could change your mind. Is there any chance i can? There is nothing to keep you around for a little while longer?
I just don’t know how to answer that anymore.
Well I know how it goes… to have things really shitty for long time. It sucks. I know it sucks. But I hope that somehow you find another way to change your situation in life and not have to put an end to yourself. I hope you find another way to deal with things and I hope that things get better for you.
hang in there.
I wish you peace
What’s the modus operandi?
you’ll find someone, I’m sure, maybe it’s been a long time, but I have read all your posts, and I know you though about this like two weeks ago, but there’s still time to change your mind… you’re unhappy now, but in a moment of your life you’ll have the chance to enjoy the life, there’s just one… sp don’t throw it just like shit… I hope to see another post tomorrow telling us that you’re alive…
You are all beautiful people and I don’t know why y’all are here, but you are the kinds of people need. Not me. I am second guessing because of fear and uncertainty and only tonight can determine if you amazing people will have to hear from me again.
Thank you.