Sometimes I wonder if I’m too weird for me to live in this world. It seems when I mingle and go to shindigs, no one cares to say hello or even acknowledge that I exist. It hurts internally.
I feel internal struggle everyday I wake up. Every night it seems that My medication is begging to be all swallowed.
I can’t tell any adults, there’s no one to trust anymore… It just hurts that I’m not important enough.
Even the internet doesn’t acknowledge me… I feel as though the entire world is telling me to leave… I feel hopeless.
I do want to thank you for those of you who discovered that I existed however… at least I don’t feel alone.
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Hugs and hearts and smiles sent your way… Your not alone. I feel the same.
Get a new haircut, and maybe wear a crazy outfit? You’ll be noticed then.
I want to die….
From one lonely person to another…. hi, I know I don’t you and probably never will( same for me). I get trusting people is hard, I don’t trust anyone, adults or otherwise, especially when it comes to my true thoughts, but I digress. All I’m here for is to say hi and say I know you exist…. take care :’)
Hello ^_^ I too am now aware of your existence…. Being alone and feeling lonely really can be horrible 🙁 I’m sorry that you’re dealing with that