That exact thought, back in 2013, is what turned my life around and pulled me out of the worst “slump” that I’ve ever been in.
Truth be out I’m not depressed anymore, I just enjoy the people on this site more that others (facebook is for hipsters).

Back in 2013 I frantically called my mum wanting to talk and, those that know me know I would only call her if something was dreadfully wrong.
I tried explaining to her that I needed help and her only response to me was to ask if she could borrow my car for work in the morning.

I had her drop me off and went back into my house and that’s when I had the exact realization you have had.
In this world you are on your own. Not even your mother can help change the horrible thoughts in your head.
When you lay down to go to sleep and shut your eyes, it’s you and your thoughts.

Hatred has kept me alive. Hatred for everyone that has ever and will ever doubted me.
Hatred for the fact that I can’t argue with my detractors if I’m dead.

I just can’t let them win.
So I had to change the thoughts in my head when I close my eyes to go to sleep.
I’m not sure how I accomplished this (if I did, rest assured I would bottle and sell it).

Maybe it’s the simple fact that I now know I’m alone and no matter how many people I surround myself with, will still be alone???