I’m a complete failure in life, I can’t handle or do the simplest things without getting overwhelmed and anxious. The main cause is because i’m such an insecure mess that I can’t handle anything, I cry too easily and give up too fast. At this point i’m so far in that I don’t even know what to do about it, I’m just not made for the real world I would just like to lock myself up in my bedroom and never leave for anything again cut out all contact. Of course it’s not very realistic and I understand that but struggling with everyday task has been difficult for me all my life and my mom doesn’t understand it at all and keeps telling me to get my shit together and act like an adult or i’m not gonna make it in life. I’m not gonna lie she is completely right but I can’t get my mind around it I try and try but nothing changes. At this point I just feel like i’m not made to be successful and have a good life and should just give up while i’m at it.
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Does your mom know you’re struggling? Does she know it’s anxiety that is holding you back, or does she just think you’re not trying? Have you talked to her about how you feel at all?
Yeah I tried a lot actually but it doesn’t help at all she just tries to tell me to try harder and stop being like that.
Sounds like she just doesn’t understand what you’re feeling or how to empathize. I’m sorry you’re struggling with anxiety like that.
I know how you feel. I am a complete failure too. If only i would have been strong to end my life years ago, then i would have spared so many from heartache. My mother took DES to prevent miscariage. I am what happens when people play God. I should have never been born. My whole life i have prayed to die. I have never felt a part of anything, and my family and friends don’t understand. I hope you find peace. I keep searching for it.