Today I didn’t go to my internship and stayed home playing video games, although it was the best decision I kinda regret not going. I feel like never leaving my room again. This has always been my problem i’m too comfortable in my bedroom because that’s where I spend 90% of my time. I just feel so miserable out in the open where communication is a must how petty this might be I just have a hard time living outside my bedroom. I even tried to find ways so that I don’t have to leave ever again, the worst part of this all is that […]
MisfitJoy
I’m a complete failure in life, I can’t handle or do the simplest things without getting overwhelmed and anxious. The main cause is because i’m such an insecure mess that I can’t handle anything, I cry too easily and give up too fast. At this point i’m so far in that I don’t even know what to do about it, I’m just not made for the real world I would just like to lock myself up in my bedroom and never leave for anything again cut out all contact. Of course it’s not very realistic and I understand that but struggling with everyday task has […]
Lately I’ve been feeling more and more ready, as someone who has been lurking here for a long time too scared to post anything I’ll just share some music…
One of my go to songs..
Lately I’ve been feeling so lost and confused I just don’t know what to think or do anymore. This may sound pathetic but I can’t just can’t keep up with life. Suicide might be a selfish decision but is life really worth living when you’re not enjoying yourself.