Today

Today, my mom took me to get a haircut. I got out of doing it when I told her the hairstyle I wanted from Heroes, Peter Petrelli. We went to Gamestop and bought 2 games and a mic, went to a secondary store and I bought five tom Clancy books. Played one new game and it sucked, second one was good…. Wait this isnt a fucking journal… Hmm… Wish it was… Still actively suicidal and depressed… Voices echo in my head from encounters today, mostly my mom n uncle screaming at me, uncle flicking my ears, and even my own voicE yelling back. My uncle gets on my fucking nerves, he knows he can kick my ass, and I’m pretty fucking close to bringing his slut of a wife (cheats on him every day) and all this shit he doesn’t wanna hear from me. “Go back to your slut wife, let her beat you up and put you locked up again moron!” but I hold it in, as soon as I reach my breaking point, I bite my cheeks to keep my mouth closed. Today Ive been really pissed off. The song stairway to heaven by led zeppelin is stuck in my head… And so is the reverse version of it… “my sweet Satan…” part of the stairway to heaven which is fuckin creepy. Gonna read some ghost stories by kid lightning and sleep I guess. Text my Itouch if you wanna. Especially if we would like to swap stories, pics whatever… (805) 861-5295, or even if you’re depressed. Be careful though I may make you more sad on one of my bad days or as optimizes say bad moments…