My plan is complete, my date is set. I will not fuck it up this time. I’m finally over my sense of obligation to others. Today was the end of that. I can’t get anyone to listen or take me seriously. I can’t even get anyone to fucking talk to me. And no one can say I didn’t try because I’ve been screaming my fucking lungs out for months. So that’s it. I’m done. It was a wild ride and I didn’t enjoy any of it. What the fuck was the point? To see how much shit one person can bear before they break? To watch them flail around desperately until they collapse in despair? Fuck it. I’ll die the way I lived. Alone.
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I’m sorry you felt like that. Nobody takes anyone seriously anymore. That’s just life. Full of people money and greed. It’s going to be tragic to see you go, but if that’s how it is then I wish you farewell.
I’ll want to listen to you, feeling are life, it who we are and how we live. If you ever want to talk Dnc0194@aim.com. Im here to talk and listen to you.
You don’t deserve any of this ,people are only looking for there happiness, but they become selfish and you learn sooner or later your alone and they where just looking out for themselves and when you asking for there help they go on like nothing happened. I’m done with this fucking shit, I was literally crying my eyes out to my best friend and no one could take out 5 minutes to help me, she said to me” i don’t wanna fight”, in my head i was like “what the fuck ,where you even listening to anything i was saying i don’t wanna fight, i want to Die”, not everything is about fucking, she literally talk about herself anytime we talk,and has a fanatic when i don’t listen get mad and makes it about her. i don’t want you to convince to live, Mostly if you don’t wanna listen to me, you don’t even know me anymore or care to. no one else takes me serious cause i’ve told people i want to die, but still nothing is done and i don’t even know what the fuck is taking so long. i need a fucking gun.
Shit, that makes me so sad. I wish I could be just there for you, so that even if you do die (and I wish you wouldn’t) you don’t have to be alone. Nobody should live AND die alone. We care about you here!
you can talk to me. death4kisses@gmail.com
I know how it feels to be at the bottom.It sad it has to end.Alone?Your never alone,We are here.If you decide that’s what you really want to do goodbye.*Hope you get better