I’m just really tired. I’m not even 20 and I can’t imagine going on like this. I struggle to eat some days and I hate myself when I do. When I cut I hate how weak I am but when I don’t I hate that I don’t have the pain that I deserve. I’m a bad person. I don’t deserve all that I have. I wish I could sleep and never wake up so I never have the chance to hurt a decent, worthwhile person again.
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I’m a bad person to I guess the only thing I’ve ever wanted I can’t have apparently, a shotgun to kill myself by bullet to head
I just wish I could be gone so that I could stop ruining the lives of those I love
How do you think you are ruining their life?
I’m a bad person too and I feel like eating is like a burden to me because I know there are some people out there who deserves to eat more than me. And I’m so tired of everything that I want to quit, but hey, hold on. Don’t let it get to you. Just sleep if you have a chance to.
It’s just so frustrating. Every time I feel like I could one day get better, I fall back down again