Been thinking a lot lately. It’s like I’m a stranger in my own mind and my thoughts are just flowing and i can’t control it. I can’t even sleep till it’s 4 am. Why? Cos I’m not okay. I guess I’ve never been okay. I just pretend to be okay to feel that I’m okay. Fake it till you make it as they say. But how long? Cos no one dared to notice. No one sees me like really see me. But it’s okay. It’s okay. I’m okay.
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I’ve been living the same lie as well. Telling myself it’s okay untill the act was too big to persuade them I really am. Sometimes it’s better this way, them not minding me. Them not pestering me saying things that I’m gonna be okay and things will be better. Because those are the lies I’m just so tired of hearing. I’m okay with my own lie for now, I’m okay.
I agree. Why do people always say things believing they know how we feel and that they understand. Why do they always have to say nice things in a bad situation? Is it really necessary? Instead of saying “it’s okay” or “everything will be just fine” why can’t they just say “i know. it sucks”
Because they can never understand. They act like they do but really they don’t. Pretentious, that’s what they are. I wish it’s that easy, plastering hopeless situations with “things will be better”. It’s hard to keep up with people who don’t understand and making getting okay a lot harder. We’re okay.
Were actors and actresses acting how we think we should act, like a dog jumping in circles to get a biscuit, if he could talk he’d say just give me the dam biscuit!