The thing with Paranoid schizophrenia is that you can never tell what’s real and what’s fake and the voices tell you that the people are coming to get you or that people are talking about hurting you or if you don’t do what they say your family will be hurt you believe the voices because they seem so real sometimes you see things that seem real too they are sometimes dark figures or people the only thing that really helps me is to think about things I like or blog it
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Do you ever soo or hear happy Things? Or do they just always terrorize you?
It depends sometimes I hear happy songs and stuff other times they just terrorize me
Paranoid schizophrenia I think I HAVE THAT! The problem is I know what’s real and fake and I like the fake stuff better.
I’m Paranoid about the real stuff! 🙂
What do you mean by the real stuff sorry I’m dumb ?
Your not Dumb I don’t explain things that well, the real stuff is reality, I live in a dream world it’s fake but real as can be to me. Reality Isn’t at times and scares me. 🙂
Your voices are right, just a world with 50% of people that will hurt and almost 50% of the rest that will ignore your pain
It is cool you talk about this, can say about shits that happens to you… and sometimes there are guys that have great advices or ideas
I expext that you get better for your problem, but you will see that the world is the same shit as your voices said
I think psychosis can provide a different glimpse of reality, it can really shows something that is happening, you can access a different range of informations from reality, but in a more chaotic, non-organized way and at higher speed. That’s why I think some people link psychosis with mediunity, and sometimes find what they consider as “evidences” that hallucinations weren’t just delusions, but there was something really meaningful that was being told. But I think the psychotic mind is perceiving the same reality as the neurotypical mind perceives, but in diferent ways, in the psychotic mind, the “codes” which organize perception and all the stimuli that reaches our senses, got shuffled, so all that stimuli reaches the mind in a violent rush. In fact, the cognition cant interpretate all that stimuli without coming up with a paranoid narrative or any delusional narrative, because its too much information to be understood in a coherent way. But thats just a hypothesis, from a non-medical point-of-view and from someone who already has experienced psychosis.
Once I had a dream that someone said “God told him to kill all homosexuals.” then I was in jail, but someone had taken my shirt off. Do you think that is paranoid schizophrenia? Can it appear in dreams? I don’t ask for dreams and I don’t like to dream, so I ask to not dream, but when I do dream they are always disturbing. Do you think psychosis or schizophrenia can manifest in dreams? I don’t have problems in every day life with hearing things, but I can hear stuff like that in my dreams, like oh they want to murder me because I am a lesbian. Or I had this dream once that freaked me out there was a bunch of children and they I started hearing people speaking in tongues and then a voice said “you can do anything you want to do, you just have to believe in yourself.” Generic, right? I’m like that’s nice sadly the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do is commit suicide.