I’m tired of being this. And I don’t think I have it in me to be anything else. I tell myself that I’m going to change, but I never actually do anything. Deep down, I don’t really believe anything is worth doing. I’ve ruined my life, and ruined my mind, and any changes at this point can only marginally delay the ship sinking.
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You still have a chance to live although I am curious as to why you say you’ve ruined your mind. I feel something similar. Is your mind causing an implosion of your life? You still have an opportunity to live and get married and have kids. Or travel. You still have a real shot at life Husk.