Well here I am all alone again. Here I am on suicide message board because I have no one to talk to. I just got out of almost 3 year relationship and it hurts so bad. It ended mutually but I’m to blame. My mental health never been too good, from bipolar to depression to god knows what, I guess it took a toll on her just like everyone else in my life. I’m literally a cancer, I hurt everyone I know, and as I should’ve known, they all go away in the end because of me. I’m literally the worst human to have ever lived, someone should really kill me and put me out of my misery. Maybe when I die, people can move on with their lives. I wanted so bad to be better; to be normal . To have a happy life with a happy ending. I guess that type of life isn’t in the cards for some of us.
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I’m sorry your hurting. I also have bipolar. I’m lucky enough to be medicated well. I hope you have the same resources. I doubt your the worst person to live, unless you’re like a serial killer or something. Maybe a happy life isn’t in the cards maybe it is. Hope something good happens to you soon.