First of all I’m so so tired of crying. So so tired. A couple of years ago my sweet husband decided to end his life and leave my daughter and I behind. I miss you so much:( I wish I could turn back time and tell you how much we love you and care for you. Life will never be the same without you. We are left with huge holes in our hearts and souls without you. I never understood your depression and pain until now. I finally get it. How desperately I want the pain to go away. How do I explain this to our little one? They say to always tell them the truth but I desperately want to protect her from all the pain and anguish. She’s getting older now and I’m running out of time. I just want to see your happy face again. You broke so many hearts. Your mom is in so much pain. How could you? I just want to be with you again.
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Well, one day all the pain will be over, that day comes for all of us.
Until then, I hope life smiles at you and your daughter, that you grow and heal, while still remembering and treasuring.
Your post is really beautiful and sad. If I were your husband, I would have been very very touched by it.
Lie. Don’t tell your daughter.