Hate School, ! O_o

Well I got expelled this school year. I been getting and trouble this school year ! I only got suspended 6 times this school year. I Got put out after the six time because I was about to fight this boy. He push my cousin and he was talking bad to me so I snaped and went off. Well the principle decide to expelled me. So when he expelled me I went crazy by punching the wall , crying , screaming , I the hit principle , threw my school I.D at my the principle too , Broke the shelf , threw a pencil at the teacher that was staring at me , etc . ! Well they had to get the police officer. The police officer handcuffed me and I was still acting crazy. She threatened to mace me and she said if I take you too jail from school your mother going to half to pay a $750.00 Fine. So I Just calmed a little down because I didn’t want my mom to go through that by paying that much money. This week I went back to my Hearing at the administration office to determine when can I come back too school. They said and march , which I been out of school for 2 months. I been out and the street doing bad things. I already went over it but I’m glad they didn’t make me spend the whole 2nd semester out of school. I can’t controlled alot of my anger ! When I get mad I just blackout and don’t care what I do. They thought I was a threat to the school because anybody that look at me while I was acting crazy I would try to fight them. Well I’m gone try not to do this again.