i tryed so hard and got so far

Dealing with the effects of a parent who is on drugs is always hard. No matter what anyone else says, if they haven’t experiences the psychological effects from that sort of abuse, they will never be able to relate to how you’re feeling. That’s a tough age to be going through all of this at, one of the most crucial ages in development, actually. I am a huge fan of Evenesence too, and Bring Me To Life, it’s actually a fact that the lead guitarist Ben Moody had said that “Bring Me To Life is about discovering something or someone that awakens a feeling inside them that they’ve never had before. You discover there is a world that is bigger than just your safe bubble.” So there is references to the dead, but it’s more of a methaphorical thing, meaning, they’re comparing someone’s internal safe bubble as being dead to the world, because, until you’re released to the outside world, and can experience it, you have not lived yet. It’s really interesting, if you think about it. In times like these, when you’re dealing with so many hard things, and aspects of your life feel as if they will never be good again, that’s when you need someone to talk to the most. Someone to be able to vent about your daily ups and downs, and someone who will be there for you whenever you need them. I am here for you, and I will be here if you ever need someone to talk to, no matter what time of the night/morning/afternoon it is, just drop me an email and we will definitely chat. Best wishes to you, and take care. My email is amanda_paris333@hotmail.com