I’ve been reading articles from this website for a few weeks now and thought i should right something for people to read. I found out about this site when i was researching ways i could kill myself and found an article about exit bags. I suffer from major depression and i don’t wish to live any longer at least in my current situation. Its not that i always feel sad most of time i don’t feel much almost like i’m not here kinda of a lifeless feeling. I’m never really happy and I don’t see the point of living. I kept myself going by thinking when i’m 18 i can move somewhere else where i can be alone and maybe workout what i really want. I don’t believe in god and i’m surprised religion is even still around in modern society. For this past week all i have been thinking about is suicide i even have dreams about killing myself. I use to ignore my suicidal thoughts because i never thought i was capable of doing it. With these thoughts now consuming me every second of my life I now think i’m capable of killing myself. It seems now the only thing left to do is wait for me to react on my urges to kill myself which i think well be soon.