I felt great. Life was amazing. All I saw was future. But now, my heart has been torn even worse, and I wonder if I’m even good enough. And I can sit here and wonder all I want, but life goes on. Unless I stop mine. I’m losing my will to live. I was halfway there, then he brought me higher, but now I feel like he doesn’t want me, and I’m still falling, farther from where I started. Until I smash into the ground. Life goes on.