i dont know how to explainn it but i feel empty inside… its like ive given up on everything, my hopes, my will, and dreams…. ive completely frozen over, i dont show any emotion anymore and if i do, its all forced, it’s fake, i cant take it anymore…. i thought maybe its because i didnt feel anything about my friend who died recently or maybe ive just gotten use to death being apart of my life… idk anymore but this thing, this depression has changed me, each and every time i wake up i seem to be getting deeper into the darkness and soon im afraid ill be nothing but an empty shell.. :'(
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I think that melancholia or going “numb” is a common symptom of depression, I know it happens to me. It’s almost as if the emotions shut off when things becomes unbearable.
With your friend, it is ok that you don’t feel anything. The important think is that you are aware and realize that you feel nothing. You noticed the lack of emotions, that is what makes you still human, and not any kind of psycho crazy killer.
Hopefully one day you will wake up to find the sun shining brightly, and you find that you life is not all pain and numbness. You must remember that you are not empty, you are a person full of good things. Don’t give up.
ill try not too give up, ill try to fight for as long as i can, thank you
Damn I feel the same. I feel that the smiles and laughs I give are forced and phoney. I tried crying the other day but my emotions feel too suppressed.
yea i was not able to cry at all, and the things i liked doing i dont find intrest in them anymore, like acting, reading a lot of books, video games, you know the stuff that would keep my mind at peice, where i can let my fustrations out and stuff now its all dead