I am so lonely, lost, and miserable. I look at what my future holds and I see and feel nothing. I dont understand the purpose of my life. Even simple tasks seem unbearable. Taking a shower, getting out of bed, eating, and going to work seem like horrible unreachable tasks. I could lierally sleep 18 hours a day and the hours i am awake are exhausting. My family and friends have no idea the severity of my situation. I dont/cant let them know. I just want to disappear from everyone and never be heard from again. […]