I am in a relationship with someone and he says he’s loves me but he’s not in love with me. I love him so much, I don’t want to love without him. I try to be happy with the way things are and I try to envision life without him and moving on but it just makes me feel like my chest is crushing in. I tried to kill myself last year but he stopped me and I was in the hospital for days. I tried to be happy and okay but I’m not and I don’t want to live if he doesn’t want me. […]