I am in a relationship with someone and he says he’s loves me but he’s not in love with me. I love him so much, I don’t want to love without him. I try to be happy with the way things are and I try to envision life without him and moving on but it just makes me feel like my chest is crushing in. I tried to kill myself last year but he stopped me and I was in the hospital for days. I tried to be happy and okay but I’m not and I don’t want to live if he doesn’t want me. I’m just afraid of failing again or being stopped. Tonight I had four strong drinks, 2 kpins and a bunch of over the counter sleep aids. I want to take more, mg weakness is I always want him to know how much he hurt me .
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No guy is worth losing your life over. I know it hurts, I’ve been where you are, but you just have to put it all in perspective. Another guy will step into his place, I know, because it happened. I didn’t want it to happen, I was still mourning the other guy in my life, but you know what? The guy I’m with now is way better than the guy I was mourning. We’re just friends, we flirt all the time and I know it could develop into something more, but he is taking it slow and I like that.
adding to what quoththeraven said….
Besides – clearly you do NOT love him if your goal is:
“I always want him to know how much he hurt me ”
And my guess is if you did end your life – he would simply think you were a loser and forget you. So, what would you have accomplished?
Give quoththeraven’s idea some thought. I think s/he is right.