ALLbeletsHAPPY

I cant fucking do this anymore. I hate almost every aspect of my life and who ive become. I still work a shitty job and live in a shitty place underneath a bunch of drunk losers one of those losers whom happens to be my father who abandoned me as a child and skipped out on child support and avtually, hes the reason i was born premature. Because of alcohol he abused my mom and i before i was born.

I thought i got over the anger and sadness. I had come to terms with itt and enjoyed my time with my […]

I mean.. I never expected for me to end up this way… Who would have thought sweet little Zoe is sad all the time.. who would have thought she can rip a razor apart in seconds and bring a blade to her skin.. who would have thought she thinks about killing herself.. who would have thought? Oh thats right nobody.. and I honestly am having a hard time coping.. with all that life brings me. Im always alone, moms not home.. all I do is get stoned and work at a fast food resteraunt.. I wish I were never born.. or even if no body […]