Im exhausted.. But I can’t sleep.. All I can do is think. I cant even talk about it because everyone I used to talk to thinks I’m finally better.. And I dont want to dissapoint them anymore. I feel alone. Â I dont know what to do.. I dont know what to think.. I dont know whaT to say. I just want to hold my guy.. But that isnt going to happen anytime soon.. I just want to cuddle him.. And love him.. But I cant. God.. Why was I even born?No readon at all.. The world would be exactly the same if I were never born.
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Feel the same. Whenever i feel suicidal, i make it a decision whether or not to undo all the work in making people believe i wouldnt. Lies can be such a pain.
lies* i know after you get so good at it it’s hard to stop, and that’s what hurts the most.
You are doing great, and that is because you’re sharing this with us. I’m sorry you are in pain. I am in pain as well, but I realized suicide isn’t the answer. Life on Earth is better than Death. That is what I think. There is wonderful things/people on Earth that are worth living for. There are people after all that care and would care about you! There are tons of articles online that will help you. And eventually you will see you are worth it. Try going into online chatrooms, and talking to people. Make a facebook account and play app games with people. Keep your mind away from Suicide. I know it’s easier said than done, but you can do it.
Why is it so hard for you to be happy?
i don’t know you but even though i have never met u i LIKE you – every one in this world are equals – no matter how rich or poor, it doesn’t matter who you are – you are IMPORTANT, you deserve to be HAPPY, you are UNIQUE and CANNOT BE REPLACED. if i could meet u i would give u a hug or a smile but ill give u one on here 🙂 X be safe!!!
your worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!
How come? But wow thanks..
there are 7 human emotions – if not more : the main being;
Love
Hope
Anger
Lonliness/isolation
fear
jealousy
revenge
out of these and many others its notable that the majority of the human emotions are negative – so its hard for anyone to be positive when there are so many sad/negative emotions! its totally normal for any person at some stage in their lives to have a time or time(s) where they are alone or sad – its NORMAL…..
I dont know.. I try to hard. I honestly do but I always go back to being upset. Over what? I dont even know..
I dont think life is better then death. Death serms nice.. Kind of like, peaceful, Like its whats going to take all the hurting away. But i guess we dont really know. I just can’t wait to die. There aren’t many wonderful people.. For me it just seems like the bad always outweighs the good.
And sure.. People are but tey would eventually get over it. They’d live on without me. (I wish they would stop caring)
I know how you feel I have been doing good for Bout A year and I want to just say fuck it all:/