Lifes ok. I got a job, I can drive, ive got family(somewhat) but yet at the end of the day I feel like a bag of SHIT! Every night O try to fight the urge to cut. Or burn or bruise or anything. But sometimes I slip. I dont want to live. I wish I could go back in time, and tell my mom not to fuck my dad, so I could have never been born. I wish there was an easy way out but honestly I don’t have the courage to kill myself. I want a painless way.. Then again life is painful, so why shouldn’t death be?! Idfk. Maybe I’m mental. Who really knows?!
~Zoe
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What is so wrong with your life to make you feel like this?
I dont know.
Since I was young iv’e been suicidal. Ive got a drunk for a dad. A mom who is my best friend but shes so selfosh. A step father who hits me. A brother I never see, and nO friends really. I dont blame it on that though, everybody has a story, but not everybody wants to die.
I can relate to the drunk dad part, but he is long gone now
You said you felt suicidal before any of this?
Howcome?
Ive always just felt like I dont belong I guess. I mean, I feel as though if I were gone there would be no change.
Sorry about your dad, did he pass?
I’m sorry Zoe. I hope your life gets better soon and you will finally be happy
Ya he passed years ago the Alcohol killed him, It was a bit of a relief in someways, not having to worry about him all the time