i feel worthless a lot, i feel fat and ugly and weird. i also feel like everyone around me doesn’t actually like me so when today everything went wrong i just went for my second attempt. the first time i tried to kill myself i did it because i feel the world would be better without me, when my dad found out what i had done he said “grow up, and get out” but thats exactly what i was trying to do. I was being mature in my actions by attempting suicide in order to make my family and people who are close to […]