I am a coward. I have lived all my life with low self-esteem, and I have developed a very complex coping mechanism to avoid failure, I just don’t do anything. And the times I try I screw them because I doubt of every step I make. And socializing it’s the same, near 29 year old and not even close to be in a relationship. I’m such a big disappoinment. I’m so used to living in isolation, in my own prison, that I don’t have any kind of hope of changing. This whole mess is just me, the one I have always been and the one […]