It’s been years since I was suicidal- and when I mean suicidal- I will do it, not just think about it. I’ve always been sad or depressed, and have always thought of death. But this is different. When you come to a point when you’re completely broken, you’ve lost everything, when you can’t even take a good breath of air bc your lungs and your body is so fucked up. When you’ve got nothing but a future of struggles and pain and torment waiting for you. When you’ve got NO ONE in your life- except for some nameless faceless people […]
This place where I go all the time was pretty busy (I usually go during the slower times). I ordered a “Full” (Large) and after a long-ass time, gave me 2 “Moderates” (2 Mediums). I was sitting across and tell the guy “no, it’s 1 FULL.” He talks to the other guy who brought out the bag and the guy takes out 1 box and 1 soup (so there’s 1 box and 1 soup left in the bag) and the fucking guy calls me over. I look at him like “WTH, it’s a MEDIUM in there. So I go up to […]
The demons in my head are eating me alive. I can’t get over the mistakes I’ve made, the stupid decisions I’ve made. The heartbreak that was my fault.
What if all your decisions have been mistakes? Maybe we are in our own hell bc we unknowingly created it, with each decision we make or don’t make. What if we are so broken mentally that we are incapable of making good decisions? It’s not obvious stupid shit like we’re doing drugs, or choosing to drink, or not finishing school, or the like. I mean decisions we make that we THINK are […]
Why? Cuz… life sucks. Or rather, MY life sucks. I wish I had an easier life. I wish I wasn’t so tormented. I wish I wasn’t sick. I wish I could go back in time and abort myself as a fetus. Even worse, I hate myself for being depressed and unable to move on with life. Life has knocked me down one too many times and I’m just to fucking tired (physically and mentally) to get the fuck back up. I’ve gone through so much already. How much more can I take? How much […]
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I so want a baby squirrel as a pet!!
The baby kitteh is so teeny! I want one!!
0:38 – Awesome!
0:47 – LOL!
Which one’s ur fave?
All these pics of cute kittehs! The SP mods must be like- why are there so many posts about CATS? Why are the CATS taking over?? hm, just had a random thought. Imagine if your cat could type? LOL. what would it say? 90% of it would prolly be “FEED ME” and “humans are weird.”
Random cat question- why do cats HATE water? Would they drown? This one looks like it can swim well:
You guys with cats should do a face off- post pics of your precioussss, and we’ll vote on which pic is the cutest of them all lol 😀
For those that need a little pick-me-up. watch this:
Normally, I hate these things called “little humans” or “little people” or “kids” or whatever you call ’em, but I guess *some* of them are okay. Some are even (*cough*) cute 😛
There’s some discussion as to what bah looks like. I’ll tell you what bah looks like. Here you go folks:
This is Me:
This is Me most days:
This is me every day. Never. fitting. in.
And while we’re at it, I found a picture of Cordless online. This […]
reading all the painful stories here on SP. The things that have happened to us (or currently going through). Life shouldn’t be this way. Life shouldn’t be this painful and sad and hard. I wish I had a magic wand to make all of it go away. For everyone.
There should be more love and kindness in this world. (Also less illnesses and diseases).
I don’t want to be a part of this cruel, cold world. But the only option is to kill oneself, an option that isn’t exactly an “option.”
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