Im 18 years old and havnt really spoken much about why I want to kill myself. tried everything this year, change of lifestyle, medication, counseling. didnt do shit all if anything ive gotten worse. Even got a gf but she treats me like shit really fucked up relationship, really fucked up life. was mormon when i was younger, dont believe in that bullshit anymore, parents took it bad. got kicked out of home for a while. back now but its hell. dropped outa uni, was gonna join the army but they wont take me cause im mentally “unstable” not my fault i was born in a […]
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Beyond Tears
Ive gotten to a stage where im sick of my life and just want this misery to end, nothing new. Ive suffered from depression ever since i was a teenager and all efforts ive taken to find a desire to live have failed. as i said its nothing new.
I want to hang myself but before i do i want to know if its going to take me out relatively quickly and efficiently.