Im 18 years old and havnt really spoken much about why I want to kill myself. tried everything this year, change of lifestyle, medication, counseling. didnt do shit all if anything ive gotten worse. Even got a gf but she treats me like shit really fucked up relationship, really fucked up life. was mormon when i was younger, dont believe in that bullshit anymore, parents took it bad. got kicked out of home for a while. back now but its hell. dropped outa uni, was gonna join the army but they wont take me cause im mentally “unstable” not my fault i was born in a fucked up religious shit hole. Anyway I plan to hang myself soon. im over this life. only thing im worried about is being interrupted. anyone got ideas on were to do it, good locations?
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I hung myself last year in my bedroom. I fell unconscious quite quickly (I’d drank loads of vodka so I was pretty fucked aswell.) my mum ended up finding me though and pulled me down. I don’t live at home anymore though.. I live with my sister so I couldn’t hang myself here. Personally the only place I could hang myself is at home.. So I’ve gotta find a different method because I couldn’t hang myself outside..
I know you probably have but I just hope you’ve thought about it properly before you try anything. I’d be dead right now if my mum didn’t find me, I wish she didn’t but because she did I was taken to the hospital, the police station and then to a psychiatric unit where I was forced to stay by law..
Shit man thats horrible, thanks for the advice, well i live in Australia and there are a lot of trees and bushland around were I live, only issue is running the risk of someone walking by with there dog or something. Im sorry to hear that man what are your plans for the future?