I’m sorry to all of my friends for lying to you and telling you many things I should have. For pushing you out of my life and telling you nothing is wrong and I am fine. I know they will NEVER be on this site, but I really truly am sorry. But not for this one friend. I not sorry for being shit to her. She never cared about me and when I would actually tell her something that has been on my mind for two fucking weeks she would just brush it off like it is nothing. IT IS SOMETHING THAT HAS CONCERNED ME […]
I’m so fucking tired of living. People that I trust sooo much and I told my deepest darkest secrets just fucking betray me. My brother not trying to help my mental health, or caring about it. School. School is so fucking tiring I just want to pass out. I don’t want to live. But I still want to give life a chance. Oh quick question, do you guys have voices in your head that constantly keep lowering your self esteem and you can’t escape them?
So I have been on this site for like two months and this is my first time actually writing something. Umm I guess I say this about myself? So um I have depression and anxiety, my parents are going through a horrible divorce. I was abused as a child and my dad had anger issues. My mom would always try to stop my dad from hurting us. I have trust issues with my best friend. Like I can’t tell her certain things and when I do she tells people like secrets and/or if it’s a problem I’m going through she doesn’t take it seriously. Then […]