I feel like mylife is falling to pieces and don’t know what to do….my boyfriend for 13 years hate me and want me out of his house….i have a child for him… she is 8 years old… the way he makes me feel, is like i cutting myself on the leg,belly and breast too…. i also drug myself untill i cant move just to be happy.
Satan is the one that is going to help me.
in my heart he begs me to release once was his.
help me to see my way.
that only you can see Satan.
Mylife was happy b4 i came with him, all he ever do is beat and calls me stink names, and hes family wishes i was dead. It looks like he never wants to be with me. I feel aline and abondon, like i dont belong in this world. I took sleeping pills so i wouldnt feel the pain. 25 pills and it didnt work. My child does see me crying and tells me not to cry that i will be happy one day, and shes only 3.
I live in a common law relationship. And wen i was younger he told me that him love me. 10 years has past and all i got was beat down to the ground right though. I thought he love me but the thing is he never did. He been with many women and tells me that my breast was just too small for him n he need a women with bigger breast so he can rest his head upon. I dont know what to do but to drug myself everynight and cry because of someone that i hold so dare to my heart has broken […]
I think about how life can be. And to tell you mylife story its going to be a hell of a ride.
it began when i was only 6 yrs of age n my brother interfer with me. N wen i was 10 my father die. 13yrs my two sisters die n my mum die wen i was 15. But it didnt stop there my bother keeps on interfering with me until i was 17 n pregant . Then i ran away from bein abuse but he found me n beat me. Wen i make my girl child i was scared of what he might do. […]