cant take it

I think about how life can be. And to tell you mylife story its going to be a hell of a ride.

it began when i was only 6 yrs of age n my brother interfer with me. N wen i was 10 my father die. 13yrs my two sisters die n my mum die wen i was 15. But it didnt stop there my bother keeps on interfering with me until i was 17 n pregant . Then i ran away from bein abuse but he found me n beat me. Wen i make my girl child i was scared of what he might do. So i ran and change my nam n never look bak. Den my friend that i knew frm school well my best friend for 10 yrs nw we been livin together in a common law relationship hits me and beat me all the timr n i dont feel like i was meant to be part of this world anymore so i start druging myself n cuting because i on my second child n she is only 4 i dont think that i was meant to be anymore.