ColorlessBlur

Of all the things that really just get to me, make me feel like shit and just hate where I am in life, the worst is my parents. When it comes down to it, they just don’t work together, they never really seemed like it but it just gets progressively worse. They fight and scream and insult each other before they even try to at least talk about their problems. It always just starts with some remark or insult or one of them is just being a fucking jerk, then it all kicks off. It’s not abusive, at least not physically and I […]

I’ve had so little keeping me going for the last year or so. Just the three friends I’ve had for nearly half my life, and the three main hobbies that I’ve had for just as long. Still have the hobbies, I don’t think I could truly ever lose interest in them. Now it seems the last of my friends have decided to move on. I’m not part of they’re groups so much anymore, I just manage to pull them away for a time here and there. My day has boiled down to get up, go to school, talk at lunch every other day, go home, […]

It’s been awhile since I last felt the need to come here and post. I guess that’s a good thing. Life has just been so stressful lately that I just can’t ignore it anymore and now here I am. I’m a sophomore in high school and we only just finished our first grading period, but they’re already making us sign up for our junior year classes because of how many kids we have or some crap. It’s just got me thinking about the future too much. I certainly don’t really like my current situation and would do anything just to take some charge in my […]