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here it goes again

by cookiesandvelvet 6/25/2014

written by cookiesandvelvet

because of rumors, there’s this boy who is friends with the spreaders. and he likes pushing me down stairs or pushing me in front of people at school. i really don’t care about rumors anymore, sometimes you have to get over it. slowly recovering from my depression but am still very anxious.

but for some reason everything, every little issue just annoys me. even if it’s from my significant other. it just annoys me! people apologize to me but i cant hear it anymore. just another big fat stupid lie.

is it normal that as you’re slowly recovering, everything annoys you and makes you so angry, mad […]

6/25/2014 1 comment

uuuuugh.

by cookiesandvelvet 6/6/2014

written by cookiesandvelvet

so i posted part of my story on april 23rd. so i am miss reputation. before the bullying, i was a popular girl. i’m not bragging but i was a girl that people liked, and i was friends with a lot of people, they were all so nice. but then i fell in love with a boy, and we kissed, and of course he was a jerk and told everyone something else. that gave every boy the excuse to sexually harass me. girls thought i was a slut, and well that made me the perfect target for the girls who bullied me. wow, i don’t […]

6/6/2014 2 comments

i guess it’s not ever going away

by cookiesandvelvet 4/23/2014

written by cookiesandvelvet

i was really depressed almost 2 years ago. i would cry my eyes out every evening, and hope that the next cut would end everything. but that didn’t happen. i called that stage “sick” so if i talk about the times i was depressed, i would say:”when i was sick”. so a couple of weeks ago it was a casual morning, when this girl that used to be my best friend but now we both hate each other, came up to me and started yelling. than in class my teacher made me feel like shit, and worthless. i just kept my mouth shut. i actually […]

4/23/2014 2 comments