because of rumors, there’s this boy who is friends with the spreaders. and he likes pushing me down stairs or pushing me in front of people at school. i really don’t care about rumors anymore, sometimes you have to get over it. slowly recovering from my depression but am still very anxious.
but for some reason everything, every little issue just annoys me. even if it’s from my significant other. it just annoys me! people apologize to me but i cant hear it anymore. just another big fat stupid lie.
is it normal that as you’re slowly recovering, everything annoys you and makes you so angry, mad and anxious? i’ve had depressions before and i can’t really remember most of what happened, just the extreme stuff. it’s like my mind is trying to forget everything. it’s just that i can’t seem to be happy. it’s like i’m not letting myself be happy. even though i feel fine, i just want to cry in the most random situations..
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i assume this is high school you’re talking about? if so, yeah i got bullied and rumored all through school and always hated social interactions(still do). I honestly cant say anything that would comfort you, not usually good at that sort of thing but just wanted to say that i went through the same thing and wanted to also say that at least someone stopped here to read your story and hear what you had to say 🙂
Hope you can hang in there, dawn comes after dusk(hope that wasn’t too cheesy!) 🙂