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No point

by cryingout13 5/23/2012

written by cryingout13

I’m hurting so much and no one seems to care. I just wanna give up. I’m done with living in HELL. i cant take it anymore

I quit my job about a month back bc the manager kept blaming shit on me or twisting my words around to get me in trouble. i couldnt do it anymore plus I had another job lined up. well of course nothing goes Â right for me the other job fell through and I didnt recieve a call back. of course i should of known that but I was actually thinking things would ge t better. Well so i decided to […]

5/23/2012 3 comments

Hurting more then ever

by cryingout13 3/27/2012

written by cryingout13

Why cant you see what you are doing to me is killing me inside?

I really dont get why I’m still with your abusive ass. I love you and I care so much about you. But your making me feel like nothing. I need help before I “off” myself. I’m to that point where I dont wanna be here anymore because of you.

3/27/2012 4 comments

hurt

by cryingout13 3/24/2012

written by cryingout13

Why do you keep hurting me? i cant take this, im done. Here’s my end

3/24/2012 1 comment

my time has come

by cryingout13 3/23/2012

written by cryingout13

These suicide thoughts are becoming overwhelming. Im done, I can’t do this anymore. No one cares no one will listen. All he does is keep hurting me there’s no point anymore.

3/23/2012 18 comments

hurt

by cryingout13 3/22/2012

written by cryingout13

Why do you hurt me the way you so??
Why do you talk to other girls, am I not good enough for you?
Why do you abuse me, I can’t the beatings much longer.
Why must you lie to me all the time?
Why do you think I am the way I am?
Why do you talk to the nasty hoes you do?
Why do you think I am an idoit?
Why can’t i get real answers from you?
I can’t take this anymore, I can’t takw being beaten by a guy anymore, I’m a girl who is lost for words. I’m just lost and […]

3/22/2012 1 comment

why?

by cryingout13 3/21/2012

written by cryingout13

Why is it so hard for me to be happy?
Why is it so hard for my family to understand me?
Why do guys just want to use me?
Why do i always feel so alone?
Why do I sleep around just to feel wanted?
Why can’t i find true love?
Why am I addicted to cutting?
Why do i still have these suicide thoughts?
I wish I had these amswers. People think I’m happy, when truthfully I’m dying inside.
My life is on track and I’m working, have a wonderful fiance but still feel alone. I have no one to share these feelings with, […]

3/21/2012 5 comments

one more, please

by cryingout13 3/20/2012

written by cryingout13

Let me just cut one more time, please dont yell and scream at me. I just wanna feel my skin slice open. I’m sick, I’m fucked up. Just one more please I will feel so much better

3/20/2012 3 comments

alone

by cryingout13 3/20/2012

written by cryingout13

I feel like I’m living by myself, no one seems to understand this pain I feel. Sitting here with a blade in hand wanting “my fix”. All I want is this pain to go away. I wanna be happy, like I fake all the time. My fiance doesn’t even no how i feel. He won’t listen to me when I’m down. He just tells me.to stop thinking about it. its hard to when all u think about is being a mistake, a burden a piece of shit, absolutely nothing. I’m empty, im dead in side

3/20/2012 6 comments

Damaged Goods

by cryingout13 3/19/2012

written by cryingout13

I dont know where to begin. I was an only child of divorced parents. Both of them remarried when I was 5. My dad and step mom brought Â my wonderful brother in this world when I was 7. I was young then so i really didnt see where the attention was going. But as the years came and went and i was around 13 thats when I started cutting myself, in middle school. 8th grade to be exact. I used to lie about it and say that I cut myself on a bush or some bull shit like that. I used anything I could, broken […]

3/19/2012 1 comment