Jan 6th going to jail for 2months… I’m not the strong person I use to be, I suffered enough, how the fuck will I be able to get threw 2 months or jail with severe social anxiety….. fml I think I’m better off dead. end is near
within the next few days I’m gonna end it… I lost all ambition in life. nothing makes me happy any more… sick of living like this with social anxiety ‘ I’m always fucking nervous I can’t ever enjoy my time. January 6th is when I gotta do 2 months in jail. fuck that ain’t going back there to suffer even more. fuck the world. my time has come.
I’m stressed the fuck out, January 6th I goto jail for 2months… I’m so tempted to end it all. fuck I don’t know what to do any more, Jail is the worse place to be I have severe social anxiety and I know I will be having panic attacks all day long……… I can’t even goto the mall without feeling so nervous, jail is gonna destroy my soul. I just wanna goto sleep at night and never wake up again. end is near! fml
going to jail ‘ January 6th for 54 days… I might end it soon. really hate how life is fkn me! btw I have severe social anxiety………. jail is the worse place for me to be, trapped in a room with a bunch of crack heads… fml
This might be the end… I feel like no matter what I do in life I can never win, being an honest guy only gets me into trouble. I feel like every one is out to get me, last year I did 3 months in jail for walking down my own street, this kid I had trouble with in the past, called the police and said I threatened to kill him and I was holding a knife standing in front of his house, complete b.s ‘ police believed him bcuz of my record of violence ‘
Any ways to make a long story short, I’m going […]
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Iv been playing the lottery for the last 4yrs, I came close to winning twice… they say money can’t buy happiness? well maybe true, but it sure hell would make life alot better. I have severe social anxiety for the longest time now, I havn’t worked in over 7years… I always dream of winning the lottery. and moving far away from all the ppl that have done me wrong… If you strongly believe in something it will come true, no matter how much is against you! […]
This is the situation I’m in right now… back in July I got my self into trouble with the law… I was in jail for a week then got bail, been on house arrest for 3months now, so either I goto trial to beat these charges, If found guilty I could be looking at a year in jail… or If I plead guilty 5 charges will be dropped and I plead guilty to 3 charges, spend 3months in jail and have 2years probation… If I goto all these appointments for anger management and alcohol program, I would get less time, probly a month or 2 […]
suicide attempt ‘ stabbed my self 6 times… knife went threw the Carotid artery and my lung…. scar is from surgery ‘ died and came back to life. was pretty craaazy!
I know I’m gonna end it soon, just not sure what day… before all this trouble I was in I was living a good life. I was happy then 1 night being drunk and stupid I lost it, and end up in jail with 4 assualt charges…. 8 charges total. so I feel I pretty much ruined my life. cuz after trial il be going to jail for 2years. fuck that. ‘ my family is worried about me bcuz they know I’m suicidal, and since I stabbed my self 6 times in the neck 3 years ago. I should have fucking died that time, but […]
but I’m still here, last week I tryd to end it. but failed…. life fkn sucks! on house arrest, can’t go out, instead I sit at home depressed, thinking 24/7… up on some serious charges, if found guilty at trial probly have to do 2 years in jail. I have social anxiety and jail is a living hell. no way I can do that much time, last year was in for 3 months. it was brutal. drinking has ruined my fkn life…. I wish I got help and quit. but I didn’t well…. I can’t blame no one but my […]